I ocassionally have really vivid dreams, I'll be using this page to document some of the more stranger one.

24/11/25: I'm standing in a white room with a pile of clothes in front of me, I start to fold them and as I move one of pieces I find a giant silver spider underneath it. I'm scared at first but then I try to talk to it, suprisingly they respond to me telling me that they were in a band. I asked what type of music they played but I can't remember what they said, I woke up shortly after.

23/10/25: I'm standing in a corridor of an office building, I'm in a queue waiting to go to Hell so I can see a contest. I get an alert on my phone that I'm next in line and then I enter a large auditorium. The place is dark with a redish tint, fire covers the entire stage. While at first everything seemed realistic, occasionally everything would change to look as if it was all props for a show rather than actually being in Hell. The show begins but I can't remember anything about it, I then wake up.

21/7/25: I find myself back in my old school, I'm in a counselling session about fixing my relationship with someone. I'm being informed by the councillor about how long the session will be when another class enters the room. My councillor goes and sets them all home work and then they all vanish, he then comments one how cool it was that they all disappeared. I wake soon after that.

21/2/24: I'm walking around a nursery rhyme themed fairground, I meet a group of mascot characters that lead me through a funhouse and then out of nowhere we get attacked by a character dressed as an old-fashion british gentleman.

We manage to fight off the man but suddenly my dream shifts and I find myself in a video game esque world (something similar to a PS2 era platformer). A bunny character appears and tells me I can "Keep the butterflies from my adventure", I leave the area and head an artic themed place. A menu appears in front of me as if I was pausing a game but I couldn't access anything so I turned back.

As I'm heading back, my dream shifts once again and I'm back in the nursery rhyme area but this time something feels off... I notice surrounding me is a bunch of robotic maid characters, I then realise I'm able to control their movement. I go to head back into the funhouse and quickly wake up afterwards.

At the start of 2025, I got back into reading consistantly, used a too a lot as a kid but just lost interest. This page is going to be used to talk about some of the books I've read so far!

Currently reading - The Call of Cthulhu and Other Frightening Tales by H.P. Lovecraft

The Dunwich Horror by H.P. Lovecraft

The Dunwich Horror is the first Lovecraft story to really grab my interest. The rural village of Dunwich is home to the Whateley family, a mysterious clan with an interest in the occult. With the birth of Wilbur Whateley, strange occurrences begin to happen around their farm.

As Wilbur grows, it becomes clear that the is no ordinary boy, espicially considering that the identity of his father is a complete mystery. And things only continue to get stranger from there as he seeks out a partcular grimoire.

I could talk so much more about this story, but I feel that a lovecraftian tale like this is best experienced first hand.

On Lycanthropy, Transformation & Ecstasy Of Sorcerers by Jean De Nynauld

I first discovered this while visting a occult bookstore in Glastonbury, It was written originally in 1615 by French physcian Jean De Nynauld. The book is an analysis on contemporary witchcraft and the belief in men who suffered from lycanthropy, Werewolves.

Nynauld describes lycanthrophy as being a purely hallucinogetic experience, describing how witches would trick men into beliving they were transforming by giving them potions made from plants which when eaten would cause hallucinations. He further discusses how the witness claims to witches transforming into animals such as birds and rats may also be a result of the same potion effects.

All in all, I found it to be a very interesting book, at just under 100 pages long it's a short read so you may be able to finish it in a single sitting. Definitely worth checking it out!

Magick in Theory and Practice by Aleister Crowley

For those who don't know, Aleister Crowley was a british occultist who would go on to found Thelema, a new relgious movement centered around the concept of following your True Will. Crowley wrote many books on the Thelema with his magnum opus being the Liber ABA a book which consist of four parts, Magick in Theory and Practice is the 3rd part and one of Crowley's most influential pieces of writing.

The book covers the fundamentals of what Crowley referred to as Magick and how people could utilse it in conjecture with their True Will. Crowley covers methods of performing ceremonial magick to cause changes in acordance with our own Will. These ceremonies can used to invoke and banish spirits as well methods to perform divination, Crowley also provides his own formulae for other aspects of Magick.

This was my first introduction into Thelema so at times I struggled fully understand Crowley's beliefs, especially regarding his formulas, however this didn't make lose any interest in finishing the book. Would definely recommend it if your also interested in learning about Thelema.

Dracula by Bram Stoker

Honestly what could I even say about Dracula that hasn't already been said before? Stoker's 1987 novel introduced us to Count Dracula and created the foundations for how vampires would be depicted in popular culture.

The book is formatted as diary entiries from various characters, there's Jonathan Harker a solicitor who travels to Transylvania to meet the Count regarding purchasing a home in London before finding out who Dracula really is. There is also his wife, Mina Harker who remains in England while Jonathan is travelling but even being in another country doesn't make her safe from the Count's malice.

I thoroughly enjoyed reading Dracula, while at times the pace of book slowed to a crawl (particularly in the middle) I found myself captivated throughout it. I can't recommend it enough, I'm already planning my trip to Transylvania as we speak!

So this page of the website is dedicated to some of the more stranger occurrences that have happened to me in my life. I feel like I should preface this section by sharing some of my outlook on life. While I don’t consider myself to be particularly religious, I do believe in spirituality. The best way I can describe this is by referring to myself as a spiritual agnostic, I like to think that there is more too the world rather than there being less.

This belief has lead me to developing an interest in learning about mysticism and occult practices from around the world. Ever since I began diving into my own personal research, I occasionally found myself having encounters with things that don’t make sense. A majority of these ‘encounters’ happen when I’m trying to sleep, I get this feeling that I’m being watched and have at times believed that something was standing in my bedroom. When this happens I feel the need to search my room to make sure its empty.

Some of my most reoccurring encounters have included:

• Having objects in my room turn to face me

• Seeing things flying around my room

• Things crawling on my walls

I completely understand that all of these can be chalked down as night terrors/bad dreams but I still find them interesting. I’m including some of the more vivid encounters below. And for anyone who doesn't believe in the supernatural, then please view this page as collection of spooky stories told by yours truly!

The Man at the Window

I started my research into the occult by obtaining a copy of The Satanic Bible by Anton LaVey, the first strange occurrence was when a torn package arrived at my door, the book sitting inside. I took it and placed it on my bookshelf, it was late so I wanted it ready to read another time. That night I really struggled to sleep, no matter what positioned I laid in, I couldn’t get comfortable so I tried forcing my eyes shut. I don’t know how much time passed but I open my eyes and look out the window at the end of my bed, my bedroom is on the top floor of my house for context.

I have no idea what, but something was standing outside my window looking staring at me.

I couldn’t really make out what the figure was, it was humanoid in shape but anymore details were lost in the dark. At first I didn’t move, my eyes were fixated on whatever this thing was. Without thinking, I move towards the window, locking it and pulling the curtains shut, I stayed awake for a while after that just looking at the window.

Eventually I was able to get to sleep and since that night I’ve never seen that entity again. The closest thing I can relate it to is the Shadow Person phenomenon which appears in legends and folklore from across the world.